my dream..

its 6am in the morning.i woke up earlier than usual today.usually i'd wake up at 7am.but today,6am it is.so the story goes.i dream of someone.someone i use to love.someone i use to admire.someone i use to call her 'mine'.she came into my dreams.yes i know.the dream was very calm.in my dream,i talked to her.and she was blushing,laughing,giggles,all the cute stuff she use to do when im with her.yes,she's my ex girlfriend.i just cant forget her.i tried lots of lots of ways already.it just wont erase that easy.i hate it.and i dont like it.im hoping one day it'll go away.but i know that's only a false hope which will never come true.i missed you.really do.hope you'll take a good care of yourself.i suffered asthma because you broke up with me.i suffered alot of things.my results went down.i dont know how to say this,but i know one thing for sure,i missed you.